Problems and More Problems

So far, this winter hasn’t been a very severe one, although we’ve experienced some cold snaps and crippling snowstorms; we might even describe it as fairly mild, particularly when compared to last year’s winter. However, the days are short, damp and

dismal and the nights are long and freezing. The air is frigid and bone chilling and with this tricky and changeable weather not even the healthiest are feeling well. As usual, especially affected are the kitties with chronic health conditions, the oldest, and those that

have always been delicate.

With the shelter not even close to being completely fixed and prepared for the winter, back at the beginning of the cold season, we could only hope that the roof would withstand the snow load. We also worried how well the chain link fencing would hold up and that the entire building would get through the winter without getting seriously damaged. We’ve been lucky up until now, although the roof of the auxiliary rooms in the backyard has begun to leak and

the top wire mesh has dangerously sunk at one point. Had this winter been as horrible as the last one, things would have probably been disastrous.

The only cat room in the front yard is in fairly rough shape, because its roof

wasn’t replaced in time. Now there’s a huge bump in the ceiling caused by moisture and a number of cracks in the walls. All of the auxiliary rooms have originally been made of bricks and rammed earth and if we want to fix them permanently, special

nets should be adhered to the inner walls and Bavalit applied afterwards - Bavalit is a kind of mortar, a mixture of hydraulic binders, mineral aggregates and additives. Then the new insulation layer should be added to the ceiling and we would have a nice

indoor enclosure, but we still don’t know when and how it could be done.

The new roof eaves are holding up well, but attaching tarps to them to make a sheltered place under the eaves wasn’t such a good idea, because the tarps, in spite of

being weighed down with objects, are flapping around and billowing in the wind. The ideal solution would be putting in sliding lexan panels, which could be opened and closed according to the weather, but then, again, we’re facing financial problems.

The top priority is keeping the kitties safe, well fed and healthy; all the rest has to wait, but it can't wait forever. Right now, when we should be thinking about raising funds for more repairs, many cats are not feeling well and everyday visits to the

vet are inevitable and costly.

Archi has been having some unidentified allergic reactions since he's been allowed to explore outdoors, but his symptoms have usually been appearing during the spring up until now. Unexpectedly, his neck

hair started falling out a couple of week ago, for the first time in the middle of winter. He’s getting cortisone shots which will hopefully improve his condition, but the problem is we can't identify the allergen responsible in order to avoid his further allergic reactions.

Speki is coughing badly and has been diagnosed with bronchitis, while Njanja had a high fever a few days ago and is probably being affected by a virus; they are both currently under antibiotic treatment. Given that many of

the shelter’s kitties are sneezing and slightly coughing periodically, and most of them have runny eyes with dark discharge, there’s probably some sort of virus making its rounds through the shelter and it’s quite possible that more kitties will turn up sick.

Kmeca has recovered, but Marka and Kus Kus are still getting medical treatment. Vitamins and supplements for boosting their immune systems are needed and they will probably be given supportive therapy for as long as they live, as

they are both very old and with numerous health issues. They will surely need the extra care and consideration for life, to ensure that they live out their golden years in the best way possible.

With so many problems at hand, we

have to turn to all cat lovers and friends of Felix kitties. Please, help us if you possibly can! The need is great, but no amount is too small. Thank you in advance for anything you may be able to provide!

Another Survivor of the Tragedy

I really don’t know much about Kremko as he must have been seven or eight years old when I first laid eyes on him. He was one of Etela’s cats and had been living at her cat and dog shelter for years, presumably, until it burned to the ground in March 2011.

No one is sure what exactly started the fire, but as the electricity supply at Etela’s shelter had been cut off due to unpaid bills, she was probably using candles and it was suspected that the tragedy struck when a lit candle got knocked

over and the open flame ignited some combustible materials in its vicinity. The major part of the house disappeared in a fierce blaze and Etela herself lost her life together with at least 30 of her cats. Several of the surviving kitties were attacked, killed and

eaten by dogs on the site of the fire later on. None of the dogs died in the blaze.

Etela ran a shelter of about 350 dogs and 60 cats, supposedly, many of which had lived in the house with her and died a horrible death in the fire that ravaged the

the shelter, together with their owner. The shelter itself was quite far from any human settlements, surrounded by fields, in the middle of nowhere. Etela’s dogs must have been barking all through that horrendous, fatal night and the house in flames must have been making loud crackling and popping sounds. Thick smoke would have been rising high into the sky, but sadly no one saw anything, no one heard anything. Not until hours later did anyone know of the horror that all of the shelter tenants

endured that fateful night at the beginning of spring, when unexpectedly and relentlessly, destiny struck a cruel blow.

When everything was over, the surviving animals had remained at what was left of a burned out home for almost a month, all by

themselves. They had been provided with some food, but no one kept an eye on their well-being. Big dogs were attacking the small ones and some of them were attacking the cats, most of which found a safe place on the remains of the roof of the partially burned

house. Whenever any of them were jumping down, compelled by hunger, they were putting their lives at risk. Days were passing by, then days turned into weeks and all of the kitties were still there, on top of that devastated place, desperately struggling to survive sufficiently

long to see another dawn.

After their horrible ordeal, all of the cats that were strong enough, persistent enough and more than anything lucky enough to survive the tragedy, deserved to have the best life possible. Over several

rescue missions, all of them were taken from that place of horror and found their new homes in two separate cat shelters, Jessica and Felix. The first time I went there, I couldn’t take more than five cats as I didn’t have enough carriers, but there was no chance I could

have forgotten about the ones that remained at the fire site, so I finally ended up with 18 of Etela’s cats, all sick and thin, full of worms and fleas and with ear mange; many of them hadn’t been neutered or spayed yet. Kremko was one of the first kitties that

approached me and let me put him in the carrier, so he was one of those first five that reached the safety of my shelter.

Fearful and skinny at the beginning, he made a full recovery rather quickly. He is very quiet and calm, as if he’s somehow

aware that the worst that could happen to an animal is already behind him. He is lovable and cuddly, tolerant and accepting, completely relaxed and seems very happy. I guess his gentle attitude towards the world could have been expected; for anyone

whose survival has been hanging by a thread for so long, every new day must seem like a gift, a celebration of victory of life over death.

The fire at Etela’s shelter was the biggest tragedy that could be imagined and a big sensation at the time, but it seems that everyone has forgotten about it long ago. Most of Etela’s dogs have been rescued by some foreign organizations, as far as I know, but her cats were disregarded even then and much more now. No one seems

to care about how they're doing, no one asks if they need something, as if they disappeared from the scene the minute they were picked up from that horribly damaged shelter. Moreover, the veil of oblivion has covered over all of the precious beings that lost their lives in the

blaze, less than two years ago.

Most of Etela’s cats died with her but even the surviving ones are neither important nor interesting to anyone anymore. I’ll never understand... why cats are always marginalized so unfairly? For me each

and every one of Etela’s kitties is a blessing, a tiny spark of light emerged out of the deepest darkness, a triumph of hope over indifference. In honor to all of those who are no longer with us, their story must be remembered.

Time to Let Go

The hardest and most heartbreaking thing that a pet owner ever has to go through is making the decision to euthanize a dearly loved pet. Euthanasia is a painful and tough subject that raises many difficult moral and ethical questions, but at the end of the day the only thing that really matters is the apparent best interest of the particular animal.

Some, but not many animals die peacefully in their sleep and the owners are spared from having to make the hard decision to

end a life. On the other hand, many pet cats tend to live long past the point where they can sleep, eat or walk normally, just as many of the rescued kitties are too sick or too severely injured to be reasonably expected to make any meaningful improvement.

Everyone wishes that their pets would die quietly and without pain, in their sleep, but we cannot seriously talk about natural death if an animal’s life is being prolonged artificially by medical means.

Sometimes, however painful it may be, the most compassionate

thing to do is to put down a pet whose quality of life is deteriorating rapidly. If a family cat can no longer do the things she once enjoyed, if she is suffering because of old age, chronic or acute illness or a serious injury, if there is more pain than pleasure

in her life, euthanasia is not only warranted, but also a pure final act of mercy.

Over all these years of rescuing and caring for stray cats, I’ve been respecting their right to die in a manner of their own choosing. Some of them were refusing

to be taken to the vet at the end, as if they had decided not to have any more treatment for their terminal illnesses and they all died peacefully at home, in a place they knew and loved. The others just said goodbye when they felt their time had come and walked

away, never to be seen again. Only four of them have had to be put down to end their suffering and I can honestly say that in spite of knowing there wasn’t anything else that could be done, putting down any of them was extremely hard, nevertheless totally

justified.

The decision to euthanize a pet is usually reached only as a last resort, when every possible option has already been tried, exhausted and failed. Are we supposed to wait until a cat is unable to function normally,

until the pain is serious and untreatable, until her suffering becomes extreme, until it’s clear she is facing a horrible, painful death, just because we can’t bring ourselves to lose her? Fighting until the end becomes senseless if it means we’re putting

the pets we allegedly love through unimaginable pain. If we care enough to suffer the heartbreak and say goodbye to set them free of suffering, it is the ultimate, last gift of kindness, it is something called a true love.

Milance, my precious one, was found as a tiny kitten, with his hind legs brutally cut off. He had endured numerous surgeries despite all odds and over time, he grew up into a beautiful, happy tomcat but I’ve always had a vague feeling he would not live long. As he was

growing quickly and getting bigger and heavier day by day, the bone of his left leg kept protruding through the skin every now and then and the bigger he got, the less his stumps could bear his weight, so the wounds started to open up. One day I noticed that his left

stump was swollen, but he wouldn't allow me to touch it. The next night, his loud purring woke me up – he was cuddling with me until morning as if he was saying goodbye and I knew I had held him for the last time. I took him to the vet and it turned out that his

thigh bone was broken longitudinally and he was diagnosed with sepsis. Nothing could have been done except to put him down; otherwise, he would’ve suffered tremendously until death mercifully arrived and I was ready to do whatever it took to spare him

from dying in pain. There was just no other choice.

Marponi was an adult tom when I first met him. After some time he disappeared and was found again two years later, terribly skinny and very sick, unable to stand on his feet and badly

afflicted with calicivirus. His condition had improved a lot over a year of treatment, but then everything took a turn for the worse and his suffering began. His mouth was full of abscesses and proud flesh, he had bad breath and was obviously in pain. The

vet told me he could endure maybe a week in that shape and his death would be a very painful one, he had already been crying for days. Should I have hung onto him and let him suffer, out of pure selfishness? No way.

Nada was picked up as

a tiny kitten, bone skinny and utterly weak, horribly injured by roaming dogs. They literally chewed on her! She had been under treatment for about two weeks and began to recover, but internal injuries were still suspected. And then, suddenly, she began to vomit black

clotted blood and it turned out she had jaundice as well. Seriously injured, skinny and weak as she was, she didn’t stand a chance. Was I supposed to fight until the end, regardless of her suffering? I could not save her, but at least I gave her a peaceful passing.

Dodjos was an adult tom when our paths crossed. Although the other cats didn’t accept him at first, he was persistent and managed to stay with us. Not until we all moved to the shelter was he diagnosed with a very severe FUS. The vets attempted to perform

surgery on him but they didn’t succeed as his bladder was full of some gelatinous, brown mass none of the vets has ever seen before. Had I kept him alive, he would’ve suffered enormously as he had already crossed the point of no return. However difficult it was, I had

to let him go.

The most important consideration for a responsible cat owner must be the well-being of their cat. We are now able to prolong their lives more than ever before, thanks to many advances in veterinary medicine.

We’re providing them with quality food and medical care and we love them dearly, but there may come a time when we have to forget about ourselves and act in their best interest. If our pets are suffering, if the quality of their life is rapidly diminishing, if every new day brings

just more pain, we’re no longer doing right by keeping them alive. The line has to sadly be drawn somewhere.